Great friends are a must in life!

People come and go in your life but friends, GREAT friends are always there. I know my life isn't the hardest compared to others but it just is to me. I've gone through a lot that has brought me here to this point in my life. I was with someone who somehow got me to distance myself from great friends and I don't know how this person did it but I'm glad that part of my life is over. I wouldn't be here today if it were not for these great friends. But the the greatest one is my friend Leslie! She is a freaken trooper and she is always the sunshine that turns my rainy day around. No matter what life has thrown at her she somehow always manages to overcome it. I really consider myself lucky to have found a best friend like her who's more of a sister to me then a friend. She has a great family, her husband Thayne and their beautiful son Thiago, they are such an amazing family that it makes me look forward to that day that I will have that. You guys are the best and I am so glad to have friends like you. I love you Leslie!

Our new blog!

Well a lot has happened in the past month and now I am a single parent. I don't regret my decision because now I am the happiest I have ever been in my life besides the day I had my son Ashton. It has been tough and I it will get tougher but I know just by the people that I have around me, all will be okay! Ashton is the reason I wake up everyday and strive to keep going and to make something of myself, to show him that you yourself can succeed if you truly want to. One piece of advice to any parent, it is not in anyway good to stay with your spouse because of the kids. Although we commit our lives to our kids, we ourselves have to be truly happy in order to survive. I thought I could have been happy because at least my son was taken care of but going through the mental abuse and letting myself go was not good. And I started to feel like I was worth nothing and deserved nothing, but today that is truly different because now I want to be the best I can be for my son and set a great example! Anyway lol yeah I just started this new blog because I couldn't figure out how to change the web address to the other one I had that included my ex. I'll keep you all updated!